Monday, December 11, 2006

rEvelaTiOns oF an uNruLy pSychOpaTh-1( thE maDrigaL)

Help me out.... to define myself...Pull me out of this perplexity... Again I am recoursing myself to you...do it at least for me...I've always been childish to you...nd unfair and iniquitous too...bt u always used to forgive me ... each and every time ...didn't you? why ? Why you still keep doing it? Why you still need me?
You are my only one frnd... a true frnd of mine....i won't regret nething...nething i've done to you and watever u did for me upto this moment ...i am not so intuitive as you are....i can't show you nemore....i am already spilled out....i know..it is ...yeah!!! it is too late..i've learned a lot many lessons from you...which i have nt ever learned or percieved ever before in my past..nor i do think i will do the same in future too... you are simply egregious my frnd....Still...Still time will once take both of us away even though both of us dont want it to happen...won't it ?
But someday..some time ...some where...we'll meet again..infact, we must meet..don't we?? Yeah it must be so...And then..i'll ask you why...why it has to be like this?? Why it all ended....or we made it to end it like that?? I dunno weder you will answer...but u must ...yeah you will coz u have got answers for everything ...i kno that...hmmm...
We always quarelled over stupid nd crapy things...stupidity....yeah it is....it was so and will be like dat...Why don't we realise each other?Why we were masqueraded? ...why couldn't we accept each other ?Why could n't we see each other ??Why we were so blind ? Why were we always on our own side ?? Why we were always entrapped in those fictitious barriers ? Why those feelings were 'nt mutual... I still don't want it to be like this.....Is there neone to answer my questions...ppl won't listen to my mumblings, coz they say ..i'm...jez....jez a trash.... a goblin...a paranoid...an obnoxiuos...nd a psychpopath.....




2 comments:

Anonymous said...

aareppattiyaanavo ezhuthi vitirikkunathu?

phoenix said...

da hw ll be me able to get in touch with this unruly psychopath