When ur silence speaks...

Nuthin' much....

One of my worst weakness is dat, i do luv some ppl blindly and do care dem a lot....

And d worst of all d weaknesses is dat i do expect d same frm dem too!!!

And d key part is dat, wen i won't get d same, wen i'm ignored, or wen dey dun consider me
not even as a final OPTION( coz usually i am ) , it hurts, bleeds.....

And if i am ignored by someone(yea...it is d only one person), i do luv so deeply....so warmly....dear, i franlky feel my soul is charred.....

(Ur silence vehemently shamed me....)

Recognise me, hereafter only as a vague sinking memory, as someone who got mesmerized and dissolved in ur tears......

Some windows shud neva b ....

Well...now it is 1.10 am .I am abt to sleep. But lemme put dis down.

Secrets...U kno? Yea, every one knos naa...All of u will b keeping at least one secret wid u...won't u?Lolsss...dun say no!!!!

Hehe....A few minutes ago me talked wid an old skool frnd of mine. And he was talking abt his affair wid a gal. I kno him for d past 15 years. And for my surprise wen i asked d name of dat gal, he said," Sorry man, I jez can't....coz I 've promised her not to tell her name to neone...."

'Wowowoow!!!!!!'

I was a bit agitated wid his reply,coz i dint expect him to reply like dat, nd he was able to read my mind. He told me dat , it is not coz he dun trust me. He knos me well , nd even if he had told me her name, he is damn sure dati wud have kept it as secret....yet!!!

Yea...wen i thot further abt it , I found dat he was right.It is pretty hard to keep secrets.U need to have a well matured mind for dat. Secrets shud b always buried in dark. Wateva it mabbe if u have given a word to someone....it shud b kept at ne cost .

I do keep a lot of secrets, coz i believe ppl do trust me....bt to b frank, i'm not always worthy enuf frnds. I have broken many promises , coz frm my past experience , it shows dat , to gain someone, something, we have to loose someone on d oder war around.....

Yea, now i do admire dat frnd of mine for his_____ ....i dunno wat it is....yea i think it is d apt word is sincerity....which is missing in everyone nowadays...nd abt 20 years frm now, d word sincerity won't b in dictionary for sure....

Ok lemme wind dis up wid 2 famous [:P] sayings.....

1)Some windows shud neva be opened[Easy 2 say,hard to put into work!!]....
2)Promises are made to b broken (sometimes to bend)....


..................................................................................... mephisto`- (1986- )

14

Hehe....well. Friends, this is my 14th blog, nd I am riting it the fourth time,the first one was on feb 14, next one feb 23...which did hurt a frnd of mine bit harder, next one on 26, in which i revealed myself, bt someone didn't like it at all, saying dat i 'm not at all like dat,nd all..neways, it was my decision to delete dat one too,....nd one more thing frnds,
me not gonna delete dis one...:D
Well, dis one is sumthin' which seems funny, but, u kno....
Ok..Ok ...let's get into the subject.....

It' s all about proposals....yeah...but here we take only one case....'A boy proposing gal'...And y it gets rejected (not always)....but it happens....y so??

Ok...lemme put down ma views on the topic....nd at the end i ll tell u ma experience....lols ;)

There are lots of reasons for a girl to reject a proposal....let's see dem one by one.

1)"U kno, my parents....I am committed a lot to them...I jez can't disobey them...And i'll only marry a person whom they will suggest...they 'll find for me....i'm sorry...i jez can't...."
2)"Ohhh...how can i??? U are jez a frnd of mine.....I jez can't imagine u like dat......I love u ...bt as a frnd....nd i need u tooo...bt as a frnd.....i do care u tooo....bt as a......"

3)"U kno one thing, i am damn orthodox, nd my parents too....So I dun believe , u kno...this will happen....So i'll simply obey them....whoeva dey'll find for me , i'll accept him...."
4) Ok...now this one too ....his charecter (kayyiliripp) does count a lot,shud be luvin',caring, frndly and all dat....if d boy is trash, looted or crape or stupid...gals will simply say, "NO, enne kittillaa...poyi pani nokk!!!"

5) He shud be handsome,well settled and infallible....atleast, koora look aakaruthu...[see this is applicable to only a few girls....usually, gals dun believe in external beauty....bt we, boyz do believe , kettoo , :D]
6)"My path is different, not as urs, dun ruin ur life, u 've a good future....plzz leave me alone..."

7)" Holyyyy shitt.....wat the heck.....see i ll tell u, dis LOVE,ROMANCE,AFFAIR kinda things are stupid....dere is nuthin like dat....dey are simply an illusion, dere is no love ,only INFATUATION is dere......i dun belive in love....crapy things...,nd overall dey won't get fulfilled....nd den u will break into pieces.....dun even think abt......"
8)"Sorry dear, I am already committed!!!!" -GENUINE REPLY....

9)"I wanna study , so plz dun...."
10)" My family background is like, u kno...nd we are of the same age too....so i dun think ma parents will....sorry.."

11)"I LOVE U....BUT I JEZ CAN'T...IT'S ....IT'S JEZ LIKE DAT....DUN ASK ME Y SO....I JEZ..."
12)Dun waste ur time, I won't marry at all...." [:d]....ding!!!

13) Finally....yeah a combination of 2 or more of the above....d one above is an exclusion....it is the most hurting reply....