Well it is not
d first time me falling in love...bt obiviously, is the first time ma heart was broken...I feel no sense of certainty....i kno one thing dat, i ll always love u....and wat do u think abt me now?U always asked me d question,"What do u think abt me?"
To b frank, i dunno d answer for ur question!!!....coz u r always mysterious....yeah u r....
Now i feel alone, lost and insecured....nd dere is no sense of safety...can dere b ne guarentees in life ? Plzzz do answer ,ok?
First of all i believed u to b an angel sent frm heaven(lolss.. a million dollar folly), to guide me d way to wat we call unconditional love....nd for me u r simply d truth....
Overall u r my best frnd...nd i always felt safe and secured in ur arms...u gave me strength and i gave u woes and dreams....but i neva expected u to come into my life so quickly....
Every time u went away, i followed u like shadow....wen u tried to hide away, i was right inside....yeah inside ur heart....
I 've neva been touched by neone as u did...i ve neva been moved, or kissed by neone as u did.....No one loved me as u did....bt u always failed to undastand me , my feelings, my emotions,my balance, my....everything....Neway it was not ur fault...afterall...hmmmm....
Session:2-A malicious tyranny...
Now i am in d darkness of nite, walking alone in dat lascivious seashore...a nite wid no moon....closing ma eyes does 'nt make ne sense...still i closed ma eyes....to my surprise , u were still before me....the sea was roaring, like a fire spitting red dragon, Soon i got hypnotised by d frozen breeze frm dat sea.....Thots abt u were drifting in and out in ma mind....the sea soon calmed down, and the wind stopped, den ma mind started fuming, and roaring....
I cud see d pole star blinking out dere on d dark sky....i searched for its reflection on the lavender sea (the color seemed to b like dat for me...it was not blue as usual...)....nd at last i found out something glowing in d middle of d sea...bt it was not d reflection, it was her eyes....her blue eyes were glowing like a diamond....i again closed my eyes tightly....
I heard a voice frm across d horizon...it was hers'...the moon was rising slowly....nd i saw someone walking into d shadows...it was she....i cried out....bt she didn't hear....she was
far far away frm me....the ocean breeze was trying it's level best to carry my voice to her...but....In meantime i realised dat everythin was an illusion, everything was a dream , or u can call it a fantasy or sumthin like dat.....
I was walking towards d sea....and the waves were rolling under my foot....nd i wanted to breathe u in frm the sea itself...nd i promise u.....i ll b by ur side even if d tide is high and wild....
Soon d pole star, its reflection, d risen moon, everything disappeared and dere was complete darkness dere....bt i kept myself moving towards d horizon frm where i heard her voice...
A mermaid was sitting on d nearby rock....she saw me moving like a fallible insane...then she smiled at me...and sang.....
".....Caravan of life,
By day and by night,
Every tile muz b a part of our life
If it's shadow, or if it's light......"
